boss im so,so sorry that this has happened to you and your family.i know that this is the hardest thing you had to share with us and that your pain is deep. all i can tell you is that i will say a prayer for yall.and i hope he will listen to me.i had just written a long post about how the government is cracking down on narcotic pain relievers and that is affecting me as i have to use them just to be able to hget out of bed. i do use a very high dosage of methodone and oxycodone.out of great respect for you i will not post it.my heart aches for you and yours.