thanks roadkill, i just dont know what the hell is happening to me. im gettin mad about anything and everything. and for me thats scary. i use to be able to control my temper but since my wreck, amn its almost impossible.my wife blames it on my pain meds. i blame it on not enough of them.my wife acually saved my dumbass neighbors life a few weeks ago. she took a certain item out of my hands. thats how bad its getting and seems im starting on what few friends i have left.again thanks for understanding.