Brian,
How do you numb your conscious? It would be hard to live with ripping off a kid on something he really wanted to have... something he & his father could have really enjoyed together... yet you don't care??? How do you do that Brian?? Just ignore that nagging voice telling you how rotten that was??? Awful... I am guessing you do drugs to check out. After all, EVERYTHING takes a back-seat when you are on drugs.... & you don't have to FEEL remorse for wrongdoings. I am guessing you are a user. Now this scenario has spiraled out of control & you can't stop the justice knocking on your door. Am I right so far? But there are many other skeletons in your closet. Some are much bigger than this, but you keep coming back here because this issue is not going away... you have to know what your advisories are doing... because you are running from many things right now. How does it all stop when you can't run, hide, use etc...??? JAIL. It will be good for you... you can clean up there, start over & make amends.