scooter, like it or not, you were the one who got me to sit back and do some reflection.it was your posts that got me to go back in time to evaluate what my life has been and where i was headed.ive needed something to believe in for along time.even if there is no god, its a good way to spend the rest of my life, and if there is a god ,well then i got my butt covered!lol.it was your posts that got me to wanting some kind of peace in my life. i kinda of wanted what you haveand i think im finding it.