It all makes sense Ken, we have to do what we have to do. If she is comfortable then I can finally kick back and relax or concentrate on something else. Not sit around and wonder is she is suffering. Prayer works too, never was much of a church goer but my wife has convinced me that you dont have to walk through the doors of a church to talk to God. She has proven that to me for 11 years now since she was diagnosed. We are very lucky...

scooter, i dont care about the addiction anymore, just keep it where i can get it without some do good politican making it even harder for me to get.right now at this very minute, i can get in my car drive to town and have herion in my hand with out all the bs i have to go thru to get my dr. prescrided meds.and its very very tempting.i got some young a--hole kid that works at the drug store where i buy my meds that questions every move i make regarding MY meds.the owners have already warned me about my use of profanity in regards to this prick.this guy wouldnt refill my meds because he said my insurance wont pay for it until the next day, ? so i told him id pay for it i was out and i hurt. he said no can do and i asked him if he could breath thru his f up face. i was asked to leave till i calmed down

I know Ken. You are past the addiction concern. It is comfort that matters for a better quality of life for you.